Blog Entry #1 Lost Love
I've dealt with a lot in my 20 years on this planet but one experience still has me pondering on whether I made the right choice or not. It was 2019 and I had just graduated high school and was dating "The Girl Next Door" so to speak. we had been together for 2 years prior to this moment. After graduating high school from Raymond S. Kellis me and my girlfriend had split ways. We were infatuated with each other! We couldn't leave each others side I'm sure most of you know what that feels like.
It was about a month after we both graduated and she was going out of state for college and I stayed in state for work. We'd talk to each other every night over facetime and talk about our day, how school was going, and just life in general. We tried our hardest to make the long distance thing work but eventually it became to much for the both of us...or at least for me. One day I had decided that the whole long distance relation ship was just to much for me and I decide to break it off. The girl I had thought I'd marry some day was just to far away and out of my reach and I didn't know what else to do. I was a mess for months to come. Fast forward about a year she decided to move back and finish school in the valley. It was at this moment I had second thoughts about what I had done!
I had come to terms with my decision about 6 months after I had made it. Come 2020 she moved back! I was ecstatic but thought to myself she probably wouldn't feel the same. So I decided to leave her alone and out of my life for awhile. She seemed like she was doing good and I was happy for her and I felt it was time to move on. I thought to my self she could possibly be the one and I replayed our memories over and over again in my mind. Could she have been the one that got away? Was she my other half? Should I try to rekindle our relationship? These were the questions I kept asking myself day in and day out for about a month after she moved back. I still think about it to this day. As Alfred Lord Tennyson said " 'Tis better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.". I'll leave you all with these questions. What would you have done? Do you think I should have tried again? Did I make the wrong decision?
Hey, Bryson. Your blog is looking good so far. Nice visual appeal and engagement, and nice writing flow. You have some good content and ideas, and you are developing them pretty well; keep digging and connecting to your audience. Keep it up! Your Entry #1 should be labeled Entry #0, as it is the practice entry content. This entry, #2, is correct, as it is a self-generated, but unfortunately, you don't have Entry #1.
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